Damn you.

Hati sakit betul.

Benci aku rasa. Kerja, life, love. Him, them. Stupid.

I ask something important and you don't answer. And yet, you have time to comment something to your friend photo.
Okay, so somebody is pretty. So somebody is singing nicely.
So I actually means nothing to you kan?
I better make a distance from you.

Driving konon.
Huh! But you can reply people comment. And say some people pretty or what.
Fine! Not talking to you anymore.

And work! Damn the work. Damn the workplace.
Damn the system.
Damn everyone.
I work like no tomorrow and for what.
Damn everything.
And what about my pay? What about my bonus?
Damn everything.

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Hai, nama saya orked..

Hai..

Sy orked.

Saya cuma perlu cari sepet saya je..

(and I know, I just afraid to let somebody get too close. Because I'm afraid of getting hurt. Again)



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sudah lah, aku benci dia!

aku benci dia.
benci kalau aku asyik ingat pada dia.
benci tunggu panggilan atau sms dari dia.

benci kalau dia buat aku gelak.
benci kalau aku rindu dia.
benci betul.

paling benci.
bila dia buat aku rasa suka, rindu dan gembira dengan dia.
pada masa yang sama,
tak ingat pada aku, tak sms aku, tak call aku.

(benci betul)

I miss u demmit

I miss U.

There I said it.

Demmit.

How does this happen.

(I really really really hope that u do too)

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Numb

I wanna stop thinking.

Can I stop everything, and do nothing.

What is happiness. What is it that I'm looking for. I hate the feeling of not knowing.

I am not sure what exactly am I feeling right now.

I wish I am stronger than this.
I wish I am firmer than this.
Not even a smile can move me. Not even a thing.

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Straight from the eyes...

I remember I was sitting right across him, and he ask me question.

I look him straight to his eyes, and think. Wah, his eyes is so brown. Much more lighter brown than mine. It is always this brown.

Then I look away.

And it seems to bother me all day.

(and I secretly wish him to contact me, for whatever reason)

-d.yanz, Monday 5 March 2012, 23:50-

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