..lambat!

Ok.
Aku lambat hari ni.
Sekali lagi.
Padahal cita2 tahun baru maal hijrah nak awal, jd lebih baik.

Tapi.....

Macam gantt chart.
Plan - awal.
Actual - lambat!

*tumbuk kusyen keta.


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Extremely busy time of all time (this was originally post on 21 Nov but it didn't come out)

I am not sure whether it is or not. But it really does feel so.

And yet I agree to help other people. Am I insane? 

I can't properly sleep, I can't properly rest, I can't properly eat.

The workload keep coming, yet the money keep thinning.

I seems to lost the purpose and my goal.
I have no social life.
I lost my love interest.
I can't keep track of time, day, date.
I keep losing thing, missing thing, I keep forgetting things...
I didn't work out as I have no time.
I don't go catch movie and have nice meal.
I didn't manage to catch up with friend.
Yet I have very low pay, no bonus, a lot of debt.
Sometimes I wonder what am I doing here.

I wish I can enjoy life again. And enjoy the nature again...

...love is

He said that love has many forms
He said that love has many faces
He said there are many ways of loving
He said, love does not means to own
He said... He'll be happy to see me happy
Even that means that he'll lose me
Even that means that I'll belong to somebody else

I used to cry to this confession

Today I don't.
.
.
.
.
I guess that the feeling has faded.~~


"Am I being mean, leaving him when he need me the most...?"

I want to write a note, one way or another...

Yes, I said it.
You hear it.
I want the Note.
I really want the Note.
The Note.
Really really want the Note.
Really really really want the Note.
Really really really really want the Note.
Really really really really really want the Note.
Really really really really really really want the Note.


The Note does not look like this,

It look something like this.

For somebody who bring her notebook everywhere, a Note is sooooo appealling to me.


You can immediately write, draw, edit, share, and even make call!
Even though it run on Android 2.3 (no not the latest ICS 4.0) but it does looks so delicious!
At 5.3" it is quite wide, but not too big (just the size I like).


and I am too lazy to write my own review (cause I have get my hand on it yet)
Anyway, it's everywhere in the web.
You can read it here, here, here...


And it definitely does not look like this.

..round and round...

looking for a song but I have no clue of the title, singer or even the full song.
it has some lyrics which is like this...
"...and we will go round and round, go round and round....."


any idea?


quite old song, but i just can't get it my head.


note: yes, it may have some meaning and story behind it. and there's actually another song almost similar to this, but different. that, is just another different story.

busy busy busy busy busy busy

busy sampai takde masa tengok muvi
busy sampai takde masa nak jalan-jalan
busy sampai takde masa nak foya-foya
busy sampai takde masa lepak dgn kawan-kawan
busy sampai takde masa tido
busy sampai takde masa nak masak
busy sampai lupa nak makan
busy sampai lupa telefon emak
busy sampai malas nak kemas bilik
busy sampai malas nak basuh baju
busy sampai takde masa nak pegi bank
busy sampai lupa nak beli contact lens
busy sampai takde masa nak beli kasut baru
busy sampai lupa hari
busy sampai nak order room service je
busy sampai tak sempat nak mandi


.... huhu...