Extremely busy time of all time (this was originally post on 21 Nov but it didn't come out)

I am not sure whether it is or not. But it really does feel so.

And yet I agree to help other people. Am I insane? 

I can't properly sleep, I can't properly rest, I can't properly eat.

The workload keep coming, yet the money keep thinning.

I seems to lost the purpose and my goal.
I have no social life.
I lost my love interest.
I can't keep track of time, day, date.
I keep losing thing, missing thing, I keep forgetting things...
I didn't work out as I have no time.
I don't go catch movie and have nice meal.
I didn't manage to catch up with friend.
Yet I have very low pay, no bonus, a lot of debt.
Sometimes I wonder what am I doing here.

I wish I can enjoy life again. And enjoy the nature again...