player

I want to sit on the sidelines and watch.

I want to do nothing but sit, and watch.

You.

And them.

In silent.

This is just a game I cannot lose.

pretender

I'm going to smile like nothing is wrong, talk like everything is perfect, act like it's all a dream and pretend like it's not hurting me. Let me be a great pretender, this time! ;) 

And I can't wait for Monday...

This was few days ago.

It was how it is in my head.

But I guess it was just that.

And it's gone.

And I'm ok.

Then you come to see me on Friday.

demmit.

absolutely random

Happy 100th Birthday Mary Blair.

I don't know who you are but I am sure you are somebody

or else, what for the put your birthday on Google's doodle today. 

For that, I adore and respect you.

Note: I really really want to be able to put my name on the map, on the history.

For the good thing of cause.

Cool!

kalau kerja dengan spec hitam cool jugak hari nih!

kerja menimbun, mata tak boleh bukak. haishh!!

I wish...

I wish...
I know what I really want in life.

I wish...
I know what my future is...

I wish...
I can share some of my thought with people matter most to me.

I wish...
You who dare to come to my dream will come to my real life too.

I wish...
I know what is happening to my small world, is it getting bigger or is it become smaller.

I wish...
I can be better, I can contribute more, I can be significant.

I wish...
The world become a better place
tomorrow...

..blessed.....

.... there are times, when sitting quietly is a bless.