I miss u demmit

I miss U.

There I said it.

Demmit.

How does this happen.

(I really really really hope that u do too)

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Numb

I wanna stop thinking.

Can I stop everything, and do nothing.

What is happiness. What is it that I'm looking for. I hate the feeling of not knowing.

I am not sure what exactly am I feeling right now.

I wish I am stronger than this.
I wish I am firmer than this.
Not even a smile can move me. Not even a thing.

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Straight from the eyes...

I remember I was sitting right across him, and he ask me question.

I look him straight to his eyes, and think. Wah, his eyes is so brown. Much more lighter brown than mine. It is always this brown.

Then I look away.

And it seems to bother me all day.

(and I secretly wish him to contact me, for whatever reason)

-d.yanz, Monday 5 March 2012, 23:50-

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All I need....

When I'm feeling upset, all I need is you.

(No, that someone is not in the photo, but it's in my heart now)  

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Puasa.

Aku rasa aku perlu puasa sunat. Sebab kepala dah fikir macam-macam.

*dem~

(Dua satu dua satu dua)
Lapan belas kosong kosong.


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Huzhou, Huizhou, Hutang...?

First nite in Huizhou. I guess that is the correct one.
This is a very small city, nothing is here accept .. I'm not too sure.
It takes 2 hours from Guangzhou airport to here. (they should have warned me).
It was 13 degree celcius in Guangzhou. (they should have warned me).

I don't know how it will be, but I hope everything is okay..

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gara-gara cik shadow aku terpaksa bangun lebih awal dari sepatutnya, 

terpaksa lapar,

terpaksa korban tido,

terbaksa buat kerja yang banyak giler macam 18 tan atas bahu.

hari ini aku merajuk dgn dunia

dan orang orang sekeliling aku.

tapi dunia tak ada yang mahu pujuk aku pun.

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Ok, aku dah ada buku wimpy kid 1, 2 (rodrick rules) & 3 (the last straw)

jadi aku kena ingat buku mana yang perlu aku beli dengan voucer kema & adik...